
picture thanks of Hadley... she thinks she's a photographer:)
I can't believe I'm already 28 weeks. I haven't done well at documenting this pregnancy like i was with Hadley's. I feel a little detached, I'm not sure if its because its my second and i know whats happening or what comes next or if it's because of everything else going on in our lives right now.. But with that said we are really excited (and a little scared) about having a little boy... Hadley talks about her baby brother every day, she asks how he is all the time and loves to feel him in my tummy.. As a big sister she knows that she gets to help with bottles and Binky's and changing diapers and she can't wait. I told her she could pick out his first blanket and Binky and she can't wait, only problem is when we look she goes to pink so we have yet to get them..
This pregnancy has been a lot like Hadley's and then a lot worse. Sickness wise this pregnancy has been worse, it took a lot longer to get over not feeling good, i never threw up (thank heavens) but i felt terrible most of the time. i haven't had any cravings this time like i did with Hadley, i just want to eat anything except for red meat. when i was pregnant with Hadley i started not being able to sleep about 4-5 months and it got to the point that my Dr. had to prescribe me ambien,,,, well this little man made me not start sleeping before i knew i was pregnant and nothing helps, it's been a long 7 months and the next 2 are gonna suck so i hope they go fast...
i can't wait to meet this little guy and see if he looks/acts like Hadley. I'm guessing i will have another little Ben, just like Hadley. I hope he has the dark hair like his sister and those beautiful blue eyes and long eyelashes.. but maybe this time there can be a little of me showing to... guess we'll see soon enough