Good Old Cache Valley

SO life has been pretty boring up here in the good old Smithfield until this last weekend. we've been spending lots of time at home but with all this space Hadley is loving being able to run all over the place and i love that there is a place to put her toys without tripping over them... here are a few:) pictures of the fun we've been having

our first Sunday in our new (and my old) ward. Hadley wouldn't hold still so i could take a picture of just her so there you go
She is OBSESSED with the slide good thing this one stays in the house or we'd never get her inside

don't mind the sandals and socks.. that would be daddy's dressing

any way she can go down she does

another must have for Hadley lately is a purse, she drags mine all over the house so we go out one for her

and who doesn't love grocery shopping.. Hadley pushes her shopping cart all over

Aunt Kyli has been over bunches and the other day she wanted to make melty mints so we did

tasting our handy work

way to many mints,,, i have a bag in the frig still

Hadley was suppose to be asleep and we hear,, stuck stuck stuck and this is how we found her

We ventured over to the good old American West Heritage Center for baby animal day with Ben's friend Cody and his daughter Ava.. the girls had so much fun,, Hadley was a little timid with the bigger animals but Ava wanted to touch and kiss everyone of them.. Hadley's favorite were the baby chicks

Ava holding the chick

the baby ducks were my favorite

riding the train

see isn't he so cute

the white peacock,,, Hadley and Ava chased it all around the farm house

Hadley hated the bunny, the second it was set in my hands she pushed it away and said no

so scared of the cow's

petting the horses

watching the piggies

this picture made me laugh Ben and Cody had the same pose and so did the girls... like father like daughter . and you couldn't find two girls that look more like there daddies then these two

and last but definitely not least family game night,,, thanks to kyli we all had a great night... she was the winner just by writing down one word.... "M"...

she was so embarrassed that she kept her face hidden

mom and dad laughing... really i couldn't breathe.... loved it

Where We're livin

For now anyways... and don't judge i'm still unpacking and organizing and with us only being here for 2 months not everythings getting put up.. but the space is nice

in need of a vacation

so here i am sitting at my parents house for the 7Th straight day,,,, moving sucks and what sucks worse is when people (who will remain nameless)break your couch when you move and not having a frig... i usually don't use my blog for personal venting but seeing's how most people that know me know that this move was not what i wanted to do i will take this opportunity to vent my anger so it doesn't get put onto my husband and child.....

I HATE Logan,, HATE HATE HATE it!@!!! i don't want to live here i want to go home. It literally brings me to tears every single time the realization that i live here comes into my brain.. I've heard over and over that it'll get better, I'll like living by family, and you'll be happy. But for now I'm just trying not to let the grips of depression swallow me whole... I've been trying to keep busy organizing and cleaning but doing that leaves me alone in an empty house with only my thoughts. why does life have to change? why does it throw you such big curve balls???? and why in the mist of being surrounded by family and friends can you feel more alone then you ever have??? All and all you an say today is a bad day and its not looking up

so here we sit still not completely moved in waiting (till tomorrow) for comcast to come so we will have TV and Internet so we can stay at the new house with out loosing our sanity and actually sleep in our new but temporary home.. pictures to come soon.